i am neurotic.

Anytime I sit at a table, I cant have anything standing upright on the table if its too tall to see someone across the table. I get so nervous and have to take it down or it’ll bother me to the point where i’m freaking out instead of eating. The roll of paper towels on our table is a big problem for me. At school we sit in tables in my art class, we were making artwork out of recycled items and someone from my table brought in a tall cheez it box and kept teasing me by not letting me take it down and putting it right in front of me. I don’t know what it is about it, but it just makes me really nervous.