May
26

comforting touch

I roll the fringe on the edge of blankets or towels or tassels on asian tchotkes in between my knuckles. I do this because my security blanket when I was little had a fringe. only certain types of fringe work, if it is too soft it won’t work, it has to make a sort of sharp sensation, soft won’t work. I do this so much I develop big, ugly calluses on my knuckles. I call it ‘frizzling,” thought of that when I was little. I enjoy it but hate the calluses, so I’m conflicted about it. I love to relax and frizzle, but feel guilty ’cause then my hands are ugly. sometimes people think the calluses are warts.

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