thoroughly clean
When I wipe the table after dinner, I have to make sure to wipe every part of it equally just so that no part of the table feels left out. I extend this sense of ‘object equality’ to other things such as making sure to use both of the CD drives on my computer equally.








I know how it is. I feel bad because I usually turn one lava-lamp on before the other because I worry that it feels second-best.