i am neurotic. » visual

i’m looking for mr. roy g. biv

admin — Thu, 23 Apr 2009 17:38:40 +0000

Every time i see anything rainbowish, i have to look for the Roy G. Biv pattern.

going blind but not really

admin — Thu, 23 Apr 2009 17:35:49 +0000

I’m neurotic about my eye sight. I always think I’m going blind. Today, I started freaking out because my eyesight was so blurry. Then I remembered I didn’t have my glasses on.

i’m watching you, snow.

admin — Thu, 29 Jan 2009 18:23:44 +0000

When it snows I have to keep checking on it to make sure it’s still coming down. I get this completely nonsensical feeling that if I don’t the snow will get lazy and stop. I have been doing this since I was about six years old and as a twenty year old still do it.

i can’t see you and it’s freaking me out

admin — Tue, 13 Jan 2009 16:31:06 +0000

Anytime I sit at a table, I cant have anything standing upright on the table if its too tall to see someone across the table. I get so nervous and have to take it down or it’ll bother me to the point where i’m freaking out instead of eating. The roll of paper towels on our table is a big problem for me. At school we sit in tables in my art class, we were making artwork out of recycled items and someone from my table brought in a tall cheez it box and kept teasing me by not letting me take it down and putting it right in front of me. I don’t know what it is about it, but it just makes me really nervous.

a distraction or easy way to get car sick

admin — Tue, 13 Jan 2009 16:24:08 +0000

Whenever I’m a passenger in a car, I’ll look at the wind shield for a water mark or any spot and I’ll focus on it. Then I close one eye and try not to let the spot hit anything like a telephone wire, building, or anything solid. I’ll switch which eyes are closed or open to make the spot appear to “jump” across wires, and I’ll also move my head to change the angle I see it at to avoid it intercepting with any objects.

hey, over here.

admin — Mon, 29 Dec 2008 15:31:48 +0000

I can’t talk to people if they are not making eye contact with me, or at least looking my direction. If I do, I feel they are not listening to me.

stool assessment

admin — Fri, 26 Dec 2008 16:38:11 +0000

Every time I poop I have to take a minute to look at it before flushing. It’s kinda gross, but I’m terrified that I’ll poop blood or something and not know that I did and die because I missed the symptom.

tiny, slimy seeds

admin — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 15:47:10 +0000

Tomato seeds/juice seriously freaks me out. But the problem is I love tomatoes! I can eat salsa, but I can’t look at it, and if I feel a seed in my mouth, or see one, I get kind of nuts. I have to put the seed in a napkin and I can’t look at it at all. I really can’t watch other people eat tomatoes either.

peeping rubber ducky

admin — Mon, 01 Dec 2008 20:37:36 +0000

Whenever I take a shower, I need to make sure that there aren’t any rubber duckies (or other bath toys) facing me. I always turn them around so that they can’t watch me.

don’t mock me, snow globe!

admin — Mon, 01 Dec 2008 14:59:50 +0000

Snow-globes make SUPER angry. When I see one, I have strong urges to smash it on the floor. Nothing else in this world irks me as much a snow-globe does. It’s not that they\’re boring and pointless, it’s just something about the way they sit there MOCKING me. They represent so much wasted time, energy and space.